so it has come to my attention that i am a closeted otaku(japanese for nerd). i have never really thought about it , till my friends brought it up , since there nerds but u can tell just by looking at them. and well for me you obviously cant, since they say i don't really act like one plus i do dress in a trendy fashion, they always ask why don't i just come out. that's who i really am. i mean i can dress like a tomboy again like when i didn't really care about my appearance due to my low self esteem, but now i do which is weird cuz i told my self that i would never do that. iono i guess it means that i am changing from who i really am. but h